.. Random meanderings: (is there any other kind?) I'd rather be alone than with people who don't get me. I'd rather read than go to bars. I wish I'd learned to dance. I am a master procrastinator; because I hate being unable to complete a task in one swoop, I never start. I'd rather be outside than in, almost any time. In my next life I'm living near the ocean--I'll want a view with a room. My family means everything to me; I'd do anything for them, but it needs to be my turn for a while--I'm burnt out in so many ways. My favorite times are in the deep night watching a small girl sleep. It is good to have someone trust you, and to deserve that trust. Forgiveness is the most precious gift. I hope I can be emotionally close to my precious granddaughters as they become beautiful and thoughtful young women. I hope they know how important they are in my world... .. .. .. .. .. ..